Friday, December 09, 2005

Ang alamat ng sumpa

Dalawang dekada akong tulog.

Nagsimula ang lahat na ito noong unang panahon. Noong panahong ang mga alamat ay hindi alamat. Noong panahong ang gising ay gising at ang tulog ay tulog. Noong panahong ang mga pangitain ay pangkaraniwan lamang sa bawat matinong isip.

Subalit limot na ng karamihan ang panahong iyon. Ni walang naiwang komprehensibong tala sa kasaysayan na iyon. Dahil dumating ang krus at espada. Ang lahat ay sapilitang pinaluhod sa krus. Ang ayaw lumuhod kamatayan ang hatol. Lalong naging mabisa ang sumpa nang dumating ang krag na una nang naghasik ng lagim sa mga tunay na tagapagmana ng tinagurian nila noong "New World". Nang lumaon nga'y may espesyal na dagdag pa sa krag at iba pang de-pulburang gamit "pamayapa". Naimbento ang 45 na napatunayang mabisang pampatulog sa mga gising na hindi tinatablan ng sumpa.

Ito ang maikling buod ng sumpa kung saan nagsimula ang lahat. Ang sumpa na sumira sa balanse at daloy ng ating panahon. Kung kaya naging tulog kahit ang gising. At iilan na lamang ang panakanakang bumabangon.

Naging lalong mabisa ang sumpa sa paglipas ng panahon. Kung kaya iilan na lamang ang nakakaalam na noon, ang gising ay gising at ang tulog ay tulog. Marami ngayon ang tulog. Kaya nakapanlalamang ang mga nagtutulug-tulugan. Silang mga nakipagsabwatan sa tagapangalaga sa mga lihim ng sumpa.

Dahil sa sitwasyong ito, tayo ay iniluwal sa mundo ng mga tulog. Kaya walang ibang itinuro sa atin kundi ang pumikit. Kaya iyon din ang aking natutunan. Ito ang dahilan kung bakit dalawang dekada akong tulog. Ito ang dahilan kung bakit karamihan sa atin ngayon ay tulog pa rin.

Isang mahabang kwento kung paano nawalan ng bisa ang sumpa sa akin. Kung paano ko nalaman ang kaibhan ng tulog sa gising. Kung paano ko napagtantong marami sa atin ang nahihimbing hanggang ngayon sa ilalim ng sumpa.

Nagising ako sa gitna ng bangungot. Malagim na bangungot. Bangungot na nagtutulak sa karamihan sa henerasyong ito na mangibang-bayan. Bangungot na pumaparalisa sa kilos ng ibang namulat na ang mata subalit natatakot pa rin sa sumpa kaya ayaw bumangon.

Subalit may ibang gising na gising na at tiniklop na ang kanilang mga higaan. Silang mga namulat sa kahungkagan at kabulaanan ng sumpa. Silang mga nakaaalam na ang sumpa ay walang bisa sa mga taong tunay na gising. Silang mga walang mukha at pangalan na nanggigising sa mga tulog. Silang mga umalohokan na nagdadala ng mensahe ng katubusan mula sa sumpa. Silang mga nakauunawa na tanging mga gising ang nakakakita ng mga pangitain. Silang may apoy sa dibdib. Silang gumagalaw sa ilalim ng lupa kasama ang nakakubling dragon. Silang gumagapang sa ibabaw ng lupa at nakikipagpatintero sa mga buwitre.

Ngayong ako ay gising na, maglalakbay ako sa panahon. Dahil katulad ng ibang gising at kumikilos, nais kong maibalik ang balanse at daloy ng panahon sa nararapat nitong pag-inog. Iyong panahong ang gising ay gising at ang tulog ay pisikal na pagpikit ng mata lamang. Iyong panahong ang mga pangitain ay hindi ang pambubulahaw ng mga bulaang propeta at sugo.

Sa panahon natin ngayon, hindi sapat na mamulat dapat bumangon. Hindi sapat na bumangon dapat kumilos. Hindi sapat na kumilos dapat magmulat. Hindi sapat na kumilos at magmulat. Dapat kumilos at magmulat nang puspusan.

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